I’m a little bit of everything, while being completely inconsequential to the greater universe, but this is my life, my story, my world.

I used to say I’m like Pythagoras Theorem, a little obscure but once you know me, you’ll never forget me. Except that’s probably not really true, I’m sure there are plenty of stories I’m just a mere fragment of a memory in, but the great expanse of the universe & my incredibly short time within it no longer make me fret, in fact I rather think it’s what fuels my curiosity for life.

It wasn’t always this way though, in fact I really only came to this realisation in the past few weeks – albeit subconsciously. It’s partly why I’m writing again, because I feel as though I’ve re-discovered my voice and with that, comes an abundance of thoughts, learnings & words that I wish to share.

While I may have passed beyond all knowledge in some stories, my own story continued on.

There is no such thing as ‘Happily Ever After’, life, much like the path goes on and ever on, it’s the living that’s the adventure. So finally, I understand that it’s not the destination that matters, but the journey to.

There are of course, the stories that I still play a part in, those I am yet to play a part in and of course, the continued writing of my own story.

But a story needs characters, as much as it needs a plot. As you are reading these words I type, allow me to bring the character of Pixi to life.

I present as a she/her woman, I have a tendency to slip beyond the realm of reality and that in the past perhaps worked against me, but I’ve recently learned it’s my superpower. An ability to traverse time and space to seek what it is I’m looking for most.

I’ve very little time for human-concepted boundaries and much prefer to see the world though a lens of empathy-led connectedness & I really hardly ever live up to expectation, in fact the most surest way to ensure I fade to obscurity from you, is to apply a set of pre-conceived judgements upon me. That’s not a failing on my part, but I will not shrink or live within confines that make you feel at ease at the cost of my own peace.

I am not responsible for others behaviours, actions or their view of me, I am only responsible for what I do next, for how I treat people & while all those in my life know that should they need me, all they need do is ask – I retain my spiritual wildness to appear & fade as required.

I will always make my own mind up, and there’s really very little chance of changing it once I’ve made a decision, perhaps to my own peril. That’s just a lesson I will need to learn.

So here it is, a little bit of Pixi…

Born to the rolling hills and little rivers of The Shire, home is behind me now, the world lies ahead. I am on the adventure of my life.

Pixie-sized, nature dancer, wildling wandering warrior, a wildflower of the forest, in love with the ocean with a wanderlust spirit.

My family are of predominantly Celt, Scottish & English heritage, added with a dash of French – a little bit Viking, Witchy Wise-Woman, part-aristocracy, part highland rebel born to a dancer mother & scientist father my childhood was filled with art, music, stories, adventure & history entwined with religion & love yet with an undercurrent of trauma, loss & yearning.

Much like the forming of a young universe I was moving too fast to form lasting connectivity in my twenties, but as I entered my thirties I began to cool and slow, enough to establish meaningful bonds with all that resonates or vibrates at my level. I am excited for the future, of the journeys yet to explore but it is here, in the present where I remain firmly rooted. All we have is now.

The hills, mountains and dramatic expansive landscapes make my heart burn with desire, I live for the old castles, lochs and forests. I am in love with the stars that fill the endless night sky.

The humans I love most in this world are the ones I’ve connected to, who have stories to tell, who look for and do their best to be the good in all that we are and do. They are often the wild ones, but I’m a low-maintenance friend, you need not call me everyday for me to know that you are there.

I’ve many hobbies, interests & passions all of which I will talk about in time, I write many dreams, have lived many lives but creating sustainable inclusive futures for others & protecting those that cannot fend for themselves are really where I feel I’ve begun to find my calling.

I’m plant-based dairy free, gluten-free.

I love the rain, the mist as it crawls up tree covered hills & mostly while I love the great outdoors – I am rather a hobbit by nature, a cosy home & a warm hearth are all I really need to feel content.

I am comfortable in my weirdness, my eccentricities are partly what make me, well… me.

Oh and I speak English, French, Spanish & a little Greek.

That’s about all for now, but I’ll be back soon with more adventures to share & a few more posts about the topics I love.

Take care,

Pixi xo